Goodbye

It's over even it hasn't started yet.
I'm hurting yet you don't have any clue.
Tears are escaping and I can't stop it.
All I know now is I'm breaking inside.
If only I could undo you and forget
every conversation we've shared, I would.
You've made me happy shortly,
but left me hanging abruptly.


(05/06/16 | 12:50AM)

YOU

I need you
More than I thought I do.
I want you
Every minute of everyday.
I miss you
Every time we are apart.
And I love you
In ways I can't even explain.

Attachment

I'm starting to be so allergic of this.

It seems that I always get trapped  in this stage.

It just made my heart harder than a stone.

Every time I get hurt, every expectation, 

Everything leads to disappointments.

I'm so bloody tired of this.

Why am I the one who always get so attached to someone 
And be left behind in the end? What did I do wrong?

All I ever wanted is to be happy, but it's so hard to be.

I  just want someone who will be there for me no matter what 
And will accept my flaws and mostly will love me endlessly.